Help Me...

"So what makes anger different from the six other deadly sins? It's pretty simple really. You give in to a sin like envy or pride, and you only hurt yourself. Try lust or coveting and you'll only hurt yourself and one or two others. But anger is the worst... the mother of all sins... Not only can anger drive you over the edge, when it does, you can take an awful lot of people with you." --Meredith Grey

I'm still wondering why there's too much anger in this world. There are times when I wish that all parents were like my parents. Maybe people would be better people. I'm not saying that I'm better than the rest. I'm no saint believe me. But I try to be good. And I know that destroying other people is not a skill that I learned.

I try my best to be a good person....but it's so hard if you're surrounded with anger, envy, and doubt......I was minding my own business......and then people started making a big mess....now I'm lost...I can't find my comfort zone anymore.....

I'm stuck in the middle of lying down and getting up. I want to get up but people keep pulling me down..why?

Being alone for the right reasons....

I remember the saying: "I'd rather be alone for the right reasons that be with someone for the wrong ones."

I'm facing one of my fears right now. It's not that scary after all....

...he came in my life for a purpose...the purpose is served and now things have to end...no regrets.

I may be single again...but I'm not alone...I have my family and friends.

I'm happy....

I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Mid-year Thoughts...

It's been ages since I last wrote anything here...

It's past the mid-year and it hasn't rained that much yet....it still feels like summer...what's up with that?? Shouldn't we start dancing for rain or something? It's kinda scary if you ask me...

But I'm happy to say that the millions of complications in my life have passed like a breeze the past few months...I think these 'storms' have taken the place of the literal, real-life, calamity-bearing 'typhoons'...

...I still think we should dance for rain though...and we should probably start to feel guilty that we've pretty much damaged the environment. The ozone is messed up, thanks to us. I'd have to admit, I'm not you're typical environment-friendly person too...I'm a smoker, for one...I use styro, I don't recycle, and yes, I'm one of the contributors to the excessive littering in this country. Bad, bad Kat....so I've decided to make some changes....

- instead of buying bottled water (which I always do), I will just bring my ever-reliable tumbler and get water from the dispenser.

- i will not buy products which are placed in styros (this is a big effort by the way because I'm a fast food junkie)

- i will throw my waste in the proper waste bins (this one, EVERYBODY should do!!)

-i will not stop smoking...yet...i'm not a hypocrite...but....i will cut down on my usual intake....so I guess I have to avoid stressful environments, people, and situations...crap, I should resign then...hahaha!

...my last thoughts about the mid-year that has passed: DON'T HATE, APPRECIATE!!! STOP ASSUMING, MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS, AND STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM ME!!! I'M WAY PRETTIER, WAY SMARTER AND IT'S NOT MY FAULT THAT PEOPLE LOVE ME...there, I'm happy now!!! =)

(my blog will never be complete without a 'ranting-moment'... )