I am loved...

Despite the storm that destroyed our weekend and damaged a lot of properties, despite of me leaving the band, despite of the million questions in my brain that cause a lot of confusion and sleepless nights, I am still loved.

I am loved because....

....my brother wakes up at 4:30am just to bring me to the airport when I have out of town hosting gigs and shows because he doesn't feel safe for me to take the cab.

....my mom makes sure that everything in the house is in order. She is my role-model.

....my family accepts all my flaws and still loves me very much!

.....Kim lives in Laguna but he'd make sure he picks me up at the airport when I get back from my out of town gigs. He worries about me to the point that when the storm screwed up the cell sites, he went as far as Caltex SLEX just to call me to check up on me.

....I have friends who send me loving messages and supports all my decisions.

....I have John Paul who is hurting that I have to leave but still he understands my situation and despite our separation, he reassures me that nothing will change.

....I have met new friends who show concern and help me out with my job-hunting adventure.

So whenever that I feel that life is tough, I just try to remember all the people who love me..I am really loved.