Fear..

Grey's Anatomy gave me so many words and lines to think about...subconsciously, most of the people who are avid viewers of the show live with the hope that these scripts or lines or narrations are true.

Two lines are running in my mind right now...one came from Izzie Stevens.

"Just because people do horrible things, it doesn't always mean they're horrible people"

..think about that. If YOU are reading this right now (I know you are coz you read my blogs..), I just want you to know that I don't think you're horrible. What you did or are doing may not be right but YOU will always have a choice and I know you'll do the right thing eventually.

"It's good to be scared. It means you still have something to lose" (Richard Webber)

...I'm scared now. I'm scared of what the future will hold me. And I don't really know if this line is appropriate but it stung me awhile ago. I have so many fears right now. Shallow fears actually...fears that someday I will overcome...fears that will one day disappear because we simply get immuned to the thought of being afraid....until we become numb...until we realize that we may have lost something or someone...but we will live. Because there's nothing else we can do..but live.

goodnight....