For K

It's been more than 2 years but I have never been this in love...I have never been this happy...I feel so complete, I feel so free. I am my own self but I still feel that I am one..with K.

I have lived my life loving music. Every agony, every heartbreak, every joy, every memory, I associate with songs..with words that depict what I am feeling at the moment.

I can think of a million songs to describe the joy that I am feeling right now. I just want to embrace this moment forever. Here are some excerpts of the medley of songs that are ringing in my head right now....

NEVER SAW BLUE LIKE THAT (Shawn Colvin)

..And even now, I'm so amazed
It's like a dream, It's like a rainbow, it's like the rain
And somethings are the way they are
And words just can't explain

Cause I never saw blue like that before
Across the sky
Around the world
You've given me all you have and more
And no one else has ever shown me how
To see the world the way I see it now
Oh, I, I never saw blue like that before

YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE FOR ME (Allure)

I've gotten close so many times
Trying to fit in I don't know why
I had to leave behind a dream that could be mine
I thought that I would never find
Someone who's heart could read my mind
Now I don't have to hide cuz you are in my life

I promise you that love won't be easy
I promise you there'll be times apart (apart)
But I swear that it comes from my heart
When I promise you're the only one for me

MAKE ME WHOLE (Amel Larrieux)

I think the angels are your brothers, yeah
They told you about me, said you're just what she needs
And I find myself thanking your mother
For giving birth to a saint
My spirit flies when I say your name
If there's one thing that's true
It's that I was born to love you

Cause your eyes are the windows to heaven
Your smile could heal a million souls
Your love completes my existence
You're the other half that makes me whole
You're the only other half that makes me whole

You make my dreams
Come true over and, over again
And I honestly truly believe
You and me are written in the stars
I live my whole life through
To giving thanks to you

I love you...thanks for all your efforts...everything right now feels like a dream...I don't ever want to wake up, if even as I close my eyes, I still see you...